My thoughts are scattered
Inner dialogue is constant chatter
One day iām at the peak of the mountain and the next, down in the valley
I try climbing out, but these trials take it out of me
No energy to resume, things go good but turn to doom and gloom
Reaching out through prayer and moral inventories
Getting connected to get disconnected has been my story
Waiting for a miracle, but i'm left feeling hysterical
Rapidly switching from confidence to fear
And every emotion in between
I wish I was normal and didn't have to go through this suffering
It's all self made, but I swear it gets worse everyday
Maybe it's temporary and this too shall pass
Maybe it wont and im stuck in the sand at the bottom of the hour glass
Smothered by depression and self pity
Feeling feelings of insecurity that won't leave me
Tomorrows a new day, so for now i'll weather the storm
With hopes of normalcy being restored
Dig deep within yourself Fear
Dig deep within yourself
Fear will slowly resolve itself
Have faith that what you bare
Show poeple how you care
Thank you for your thoughts