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I have lived my life for everyone

  but me

I have loved everyone

  but who I wanted

I have said everything that everyone told me too

  but what I had wanted

I have been strong when I was needed

  but who was strong for me?

I cryed when everyone said that I should hurt

  but hid my tears in pain for being hurt

I smiled for everyone when they said I should be happy

  but when I was truely happy I had to hide.

I held everyone when they needed to be held

  but when I was curled up in a corner everyone was gone.

I made you mad at me so you would not lose you family

  but now you hate me for saving your family and friends.

I made the world think that you were great, held you high

  but NOT ONCE DID YOU LET ME SHINE.

I made a home and a house that loves you and needs you

  but can live with out me.

I made us and our lives.

I made the pain, the tears, the hurt, the smile, the laughs, the uncondtional love, OUR KIDS, my family!

I made our emotional live, when you made our financial lives.

I picked you and the family up when we fell.

So now I will be the strong one to let go so you can have you family that you think you did all by yourself.

But for one minute don't you ever think that I don't love you, and don't you ever try to tell me that my love was not enough.

For I am the reason the kids wake up every morning and say they love for they have never heard about bad thing about you ever come out of my mouth, as for they never will.

So do me this one last favor when the kids look at you and say why is mommy gone tell them that I love them very much and I love bothe them and you enough to know when the strongest man I have ever know was going to break it was time for mommy to hang her head and leave.  So that ours kids when know your love as I once did.

So this is not a cop out, this me realising that if someone doesn't leave now then someone will end up dead.



So good bye with all of my heart, mind and soul.

Just know that I am going to live for ME now...