He had caught me
I tried sneaking out that night
To go find a life to live
He had stopped me
Held onto my hand
And told me I'd never leave
I hated him
Yet I loved him
I looked back into his eyes
I saw the fire of hatred
But I saw the light of love
Mixed emotions caught me
Like a hook caught on rocks
like a kite stuck in trees
...
It was weird
Like something I've never felt
I hugged him
Felt the warmth of him
Like I've never seen him before
Memories of him gone yet I still remember
The days we'd fight but it would end up the same
The fights being over nothing important
Just us explaining how we lived our lives
And the different views we had
But in the end it never hurt
We'd hug and make up
Like the last night
And every other weekend
It never worried me
...
We both knew we couldn't get mad at each other
Yet we did all the time
But the more we yelled
The more we grew together
The more we would feel better
The trust grew strong as the anxiety grew weak
This would last
Just a few more breaths
And it would be all over