On countless times in the past I have been hurt so many times
My heart still bare those scars
I swore to myself to never be vulnerable like that again,
Never to give all that I’ve got, all that I am
But from out the blue a new thing arises
So real you wouldn’t believe and oh so true
Wanting to be all that I can be, wanting to be where she is
Nevertheless the distance between us remains a cliffhanger
Inevitability hangs over my head as I journey on this road
This road with no end, no solution
The thoughts of us together keep me yearning for more
Night after night since this feeling arose I can’t fall asleep like I use to
I have to just once have that thought to calm me down, let me relax
Sometimes I sit up straight in my bed and say these words:
“Fly me up to where you are, beyond the distant stars
I wish upon tonight to see you smile, If only for a while to know your there
A thought away is not far to where you are”
She can’t hear it, but surely I know it
That what I’m feeling is new and infatuating
Never felt this way before and never want it to end
I believe that miracles do happen and this is most probably one of them
But then again it couldn’t cause the way she feels isn’t out in the open.
What does she feel?, although the thought of me is on her mind ‘sometimes’
But what does she really feel?
The love in her life is close – not like me
The love in her life is there – not like me
The love in her life loves her – just like me
I didn’t wanto say it, but I do
Although this seems far-fetched I can’t deny what I feel inside
I am entitled to say what I feel, what I want, but what kind of repercussions will this bring forth?
This situation will re-evaporate forever – will never go away
But this is only how I feel, what does she feel
She has her love in her life – not like me
She has her love close to her – not like me
She knows what she wants – just like me
There! I said it from deep within
If only things could be different for me
But these feelings will stay here buried deep within
Till tonight when I go to sleep