I wanted to leave this place,
I wanted to be gone.
I was scared in the dark
And knew that it was wrong.
It was like being in a cage
Without hope of escape.
My panic rose to claim me
And I shut it out.
I was shaking all over
And I couldn't stop.
I counted to five
And fled the scene
All I really wanted to do was scream
I needed a release from my hate
I was starting to doubt if life would be a better fate.
I was reading your poem witch by the way is a really sad, real,one dimensional,no way back,still hoping,yourself lived,beautiful poem and realized two things:first i love your poems and second that we humans think only for ourselves,as long as that never changes we cannot escape our fate.