I learned the meaning of surrendering by never surrendering
Just like a tail leading a dog in circles
I’ve been trying to pin down the heart of me
Learning that if trying means failing
Failing’s going to bring the best out of me
Until the day I fail successfully
So, I’m just going to keep on living and loving
The only things I know completely
And, that means a bit more wishful thinking
That today will be the day I find the better part of me
I found a stencil I learned to trace by always tracing
Just like a child following his own shadow
I’ve been trying to become something I’ll never be
Ignoring the reality of always imagining
Imagining that someday who I’m not will be within my reach
When I learn to let go of the ghosts inside of me
So, for now, I’ll just keep on living and loving
The only things I know completely
And, that may mean a bit more wishful thinking
But, someday I will recognize worth in my own abilities
If there’s a chance for safety
If there’s a past that’s really chasing me
Then, I believe, I’ll lose its baggage by surrendering
And, if there’s purpose in my abilities
And, if there’s a future waiting just for me
Then, I believe, I’ll find my way by surrendering