Pain won't come
It's much worse feeling numb
I'd give anything for sadness
To be granted to me in this moment
So, I could hold something within myself
And, know it's mine to own
Secondary light from a candle
It's so beautiful
But, it's nothing compared to the sun
And, isn't that how it goes
How life unfolds perfectly
But, leaves you wanting so much more
Come release me
From the prespective I'm seeing in
Give me distraction
Any form of attention please
So, I could know something outside myself
Might someday be mine to hold
Emotions are spilling
Though, none have meaning
There are signs within them all
Pointing me away
From a devastating fall
Speak louder now
Your voice is fading
And, I'm afraid when you gone
Cause, pain won't come my way anymore
And, I'm dying in the calm of the storm