I drove down to Mission Springs
Unsurprised, you found me guilty before any action was taken
But all I wanted to do was hold you one more time
Profess justice undone of a similiar consequence never rendered
But like the gate and the frozen time
My heart will never again open towards you as it once did
I scribble something on a note
Pathetic, every word and solitaire
As if a joke by self-definition
Just to let you know I cared
But like ambition to try again
It stales in the stagnant air
Strange, standing here I feel anticipation dissipate
White-knuckled breath fades and this petition dies
You up and turn cold-shoulder as if nothing's changed
Yet I feel imparted to gather and hand you the shrapnel
That impaled my heart as what was considered love imploded
And so I try walk away unaware that the collapse raped me of my strength
I scribble something on a note
Pathetic, every word and solitaire
As if a joke by self-definition
Just to let you know I cared
But like ambition to try again
It stales in the stagnant air
Through the bars I grab your hand
Part your fingers, and there it lands
My heart in the form of ink on paper
My heart in the form of muscle and blood and nothing more
And there the sentence is spoken silently
That all that is ever certain
That all that is ever owned
That all that is ever remembered
That all that ever is, is the past
And how we've changed since it's been
Good work.