Reading through my past
Seems I’ve been apologizing a lot
But right now I can’t relate to the feeling
Although the feeling is still well felt
I can’t comprehend the reason it was there
I realize now that if you’re not whole you’re broken
I think maybe that’s what I was speaking of
I think maybe I was trying to believe in myself
When I didn’t know who I was
There are people I remember
There were those who I'd omit
But I have reasoned myself to accept them
Without question of their intentions
I can’t comprehend the reason I was scared
It took years to find it
What should’ve been there all along
In fact was never missing
Just hidden
I realize now that if you’re not whole you’re broken
I think maybe that’s what I was speaking of
I think maybe I was trying to believe in myself
When I didn’t know who I was
Time has been well strung out but kind
Ticking away the hurt a fraction at a time
It just took years to strike 12:00 again