Change

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I'm so unhappy

Someone help me change

Cause I'm about to set site for the otherside

I'm ready to leave and never turn back

Turn my back in the things I've learned

Say my pray and hope to burn

Close my eyes and wake to find

The nothingness that fills my mind



I'm so tired

Someone give my a bed

Walking around with memories of the dead

I wish I could be like them

With no worries, no pain, no shame

Cause my life is pointless

I have nothing and I don't care

I've slit my wrists and idily star

The warmth of my being is all that's there



It's time so let's go

Just get it over with

Shoot me in the heart, even better the head

No one cares so I'm better off dead

At least my dust won't hear the critics

Who magnify my mistakes

Might as well burn me at the stake

The pain I feel couldn't be less fake

Pull the trigger no last rights to make



No turning back

Thinking's over I've made up my mind

Don't hold back the hands of wasted time

Of wasted pain and wasted hate

Of wasted love and wasted life

Cause they don't mean anything

When they find out the truth

Take yout ticket and go to hell

There's the bell...

JUST CHANGE

IT'LL BE OKAY

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is about how much pain can change you. Almost to the point of making the decision 'is life worth living?' Then in the end you finally see things clearly and you "JUST CHANGE" cause "IT'LL BE OKAY" (Life's a gift, unwrap it one day at a time.)

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