Why can't I be the person who others see?
And why do I hide behind false truths?
I just want to see who I am, and what I could be
But I'm so afraid I won't recognize myself
And that's so sad, not knowing who I am
I just hope I'm not the only one feeling this
Surely if I hide myself others do too, but why?
It always comes back to 'why?'
Why can't I just let go and let my walls break?
And why do I stand behind the only comfort I know?
I know the only way to change is with work
But I'm so scared to let others see
What if I show them and they turn away
What if I live my life like the way I'm living it today
Just help me lose this insincerity and hollowness
I don't want to come back to 'why?'
Not to why I didn't change
But to why it took so long to
I don't want to live my life this way
I don't want to live my life not being me
I just need some time to straighten this all out
I just need some time to myself
And maybe, just maybe a little help
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Outstanding in every way.....Very clear vision of this thought...