Begging Satan
If I scream your name,
100 times out loud…
And lose my raspy voice,
Just to try and make you proud…
If I praise your evil,
And give my silent vow…
- Would you make me beautiful?
If I slice my skin,
99 times too deep…
And poured all of my blood,
In a jar for you to keep…
If I gave myself,
For Hell’s angels to reap…
- Could you make me beautiful?
If I took my life,
98 others, too…
And put each into boxes,
Then mailed them all to you…
If I held my breath,
‘Till my fingertips turn blue…
- Would you make beautiful?
If I bashed my brain,
97 times at least,
And splattered all my brains,
Until my ugliness decreased…
If I broke my skull,
To make myself deceased…
- Would you make me beautiful?
If I stabbed my body,
96 times to the core…
And ripped myself apart,
‘Till you couldn’t stand the gore…
If I gouged my insides,
‘Till even you were feeling sore…
- Would you make me beautiful?
If I took a razor,
95 times to my throat…
And spotted all my blood,
Over my suicide note…
If I blotted fingerprints,
Smearing what I wrote…
- Would you make me beautiful?