Full Awareness
A short time after being under the influence i begin to become aware.
Sitting in the dark in the park i am engulfed with fear.
Some say this is not the way to go about it.
A tool is a tool once used by a fool to compensate for his own abiding.
a month of sobriety cannot compare.
Time is unknown, the wait is unknown, i myself is not known.
Only through my breath and mind can i find the endless time.
There i sit concentrating deeper and deeper.
Toads, crickets, and the light dewdrops.
My breath becomes in sequence with that of my enviorment.
As it reaches full synchronicity my awareness expands.
The feeling of my brain releasing of a chemical allows this experience.
A bright flash of lightning directly in the middle of my closed eye visual.
The opening of my third eye it must be.
full awareness i can see
Nobody shall try and sneak on me while i am aware of the infinity.