hidden behind a sheet of grey
behind a cloud
always there but never seen
like a secret smile i can never see
i feel like im behind a shut door
never allowed in
looking though the keyhole
tormented and teased
this is how love makes me feel
like a outsider in life
a outsider on my life
like a never ending horror movie
stuck on repeat
never paused or fast forwarded
blind with tears
numb with pain
dead from emotion