it wasn't fickle and laughable
much too cold, unfelt
by those worthy of notice
And the lemon yellow feel
of earned ignorance
I found waiting a broken clocks face
it's works corroded and unwound springs like my thoughts,
the aged wood now dented and scratched to no finish
weights resting securely in gravity's enduring embrace
and I thought to use it, at least for a while,
as a new friend, a confidant, my own shoulder of understanding
because this broken clock would listen,
it would hold all judgements, and walk me through the worst of it.
I could rely on this unannimated partner to be constant,
worthy of the time I give it, though it no longer tracks such measurements
and the broken clock might be right, twice and then again in equal spans
but never would my partner in time, attempt to fix itself,
recoil the springs now twisted and sprawled out,
or chime at appropriate times, to be helpful to the forgetful, and untimely
just as I remain as broken as the day I realized my eyes lied,
that my heart was a fool, and my dreams were just that, unreal, dreams
I do not want to fix this broken tool I see my self as,
it was never meant to work in a world that allows such attrocities to go on
and on, and on, and never do the hurtful, or the cruel need be brought to terms
or made to fix what they vandalized.
Broken, in this world, this place, works. My clock, and myself, and time.
Broken Time
Nice concept. Like the non working timepiece, I have given in to gravity, my wood is dented, I can no longer fix myself or time - We are set perpetually at 3:42 a.m. I need a new time machine, you think? - Enjoyed the time motif - kind cool & oh yes! Ignorance IS lemon yellow - Lady A
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thank you so much
thanks for taking time to read it
jrfehlmann