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All I want is a friend

A friend who isnt as depressed as I am

A friend who is there when ever you need a shoulder to cry on

A friend who will always be there

A friend who I can share hopes and dreams with

A friend who I can share secrets with without being worried theyll be told



I have only brought this upon myself

that I do not have this true friend that is in my mind

I have pushed everyone away

everyone who once loved and cared for me

everyone who gave a crap about me or my hopes or my dreams



I pushed them away by showing the emotions

the emotions i wish i could have been showing my entire life

but didnt

Saddness

tears of happiness

tears of joy

happiness

gladness

this is what i wish i could have been showing my entire life

but i didnt I kept them inside hidden from the world



I kept them hidden never wanting them to be shown

I kept them inside waiting for the trust in people I thought would never come

I found that trust I thought would never come in my friends today

and in the end all they did was push them all away



Its all my fault

I dont know what to do

All I want is a friend

A friend who will be there for me in everyway

and who I can be there for anyday



I know they are all busy

but enough is enough

sometiems its like they're avoiding me

and this they think i cannot see



I dont know what to do anymore

I dont want to push them away anymore than I already have

I want good memories with them



I love each and everyone of my friends I really do

I just wish

I just wish I could spend more time with them

I want a relationship with the friends I have today the same way it was in the past

the good old days of being 9

10

or 11



I want to laugh and run again

I want those carefree days of being a child to be here again

I know how this sounds and it makes me sound old

but what I am trying to say is

All I want is a friend



A real friend

A friend who loves you now matter what you do

A friend who will make you feel welcome

even if for some reason you arent

A friend who will talk to you about there problems

and you can go to them about yours

A friend who knows all about and likes you anyways

because this is the type of friend I need

and this is the type of friend I hope to be.