As I prepare to leave this world behind,
I write letters to all the people who have always been so kind.
I write to my friends telling my love for them shall ever die,
I write to my family thanking them for there love and compassion,
But my life is to full of contamination.
I put the letters in a drawer,
As I prepare for my own self death.
IO decide today is the date,
I glance at the clock
It is quarter after eight
I cannot possibly wait.
I find the dangerous pills that fathers has warned
I expect that my death shall come sometime in the morn.
I write one final note to my parents
saying this was myt time to have died
I tell them i'm sorry for shattering all their hopes and dreams they may have had for me,
by committing this self-inflicted suicide.