Trying to not think about you,
Makes me think about you.
Trying to forget your touch,
Reminds me how untouched I am.
Thinking about your smile,
Reminds me how you stole mine.
Thinking about how I had to leave you,
Reminds me how you've left me.
Feeling this numb,
Shows me how hurt I am.
Being so crazy in love with you,
Reminds me how I need to become sane.
The silence when I have nobody now,
Shows an escape from shouting and threats.
Walking alone with my head down,
Reminds me how high I was and how hard I ve now hit the ground.
How I ll never get back up.
How I have no choice but to get back up.
Wandering.