I Always Want What I Can't Have

I always want what I can't have.

I always love what doesn't love me.

I can not control my obsessive behavior.

I must be sad, confused, or lonely.

I begin a relationship with a man. 

I want them, I love them all.

Yet I find my eye begin to wonder,

And yet again I fall.

Some will swoon and fall for my charm,

And I will love and leave them.

Yet the ones that I want most,

Are the ones that won't let me get them!

Is this the vicious cylcle,

I'm cursed with all my life?

If this is so, then God help me,

I'll find my partner in a knife! 

 

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MilMan's picture

I Always Want What I Can't Have

I can relate been there too sabotage is what I use to do to myself. I didn't turn to the knife but I did turn to drugs and alcohol, witch sent me down a very dark and dangerous road. It took The Good Lord to bring me back. I Love It.  Stand the test and God will bless.   Cool

Jesster's picture

Maybe youre just meant to be

Maybe youre just meant to be poly. 


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