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thank you for today...
Today I fell apart/ nobody told me to be strong/ nobody told me what to do/ or where to go/ I was lost/ in a world of my own/ depression sank in/ thoughts of desires/ what I used to do/ I used to cut/ I used to bleed/ till’ I faded out/ I drank till’ I dropped/ to forget the pain/ only to remember/ the day after today/ the desires came back/ to just drive away/ to punch the ground/ to punch the walls/ till’ bones cracked/ till’ knuckles bled/ I couldn’t feel the pain/ so it didn’t hurt much/ when old bruises came back/ just the emotional feeling/ of everything so lost/ giving up/ I almost gave in/ till’ you showed me what to do/ read a few verses/ try to control/ just try to be strong/ praying for strength/ you showed me the way/ when you asked what was wrong/ I just said nothing/ I tried to turn away/ but you kept on asking/ till’ I told you the pain/ thank you for that/ I needed that/ cuz on the outside/ I looked fine/ but on the inside I was dying/ a few days before/ a few pasts/ I would’ve been falling/ I would’ve been bleeding/ I would’ve given up/ I wouldn’t be standing/ than you came my way/ and I started believing/ faith was falling/ though now it’s climbing/ so everything you’ve done/ thank you for that/ I needed that/ just small talks here and there/ I needed that/ to know it’s ok/ I’m gonna be ok/ though it doesn’t feel that way/ all I want to say/ is thank you for today…
