Speakings of a dead person:
this is it/ it's almost the end/ i'm sitting and bleeding/ my door is open/ no one cares/ no one tries/ to save me/ no one tries/ to help me up/ they walk on by/ leaving me on the ground/ looking and staring/ as if waiting for death to come/ they're having a party/ i can tell in their eyes/ they don't want me/ cuz i am no one/ i'm nothing special/ to no one, nowhere/ the people that cared/ shrugged their shoulders/ they didn't believe../ that i'd really go through it/ they turned their heads/ went on their way/ said they'd come back/ some day../ but i'm tired of waiting/ of fighting the fight/ what bullshit is that?/ fighting the fight/ fighting the dark/ who came up with that?/ when it ends/ it ends/ i'm going to hell/ and no one's saving me/ so here it goes/ i'm going going gone.. / i smirk/ no, no one cares/ that's what it feels like/ people say they could listen/ listen to my problems/ help me out/ but that's just food for their good conscience/ they don't know how it feels/ to be alone/ to feel alone/ to be betrayed/ every damn day/ to be lied to/ by your so-called friends/ they don't know/ about the black and blue/ brought to me by/ the gosh damn parents/ that brought me to life/ they can't feel/ what i'm feeling right now/ to grow up with bitterness/ angry and pissed/ every day / every fucking day/ yelling for someone to care/ to really care/ and not just a passer-by/ can you feel?/ feel the pain?/ feel the tortured soul/ brutalized every day/ [betrayal.. lies.. punches and kicks..]/ it's my normal life/ the life i've known/ but now it ends/ no one attends the funera