hide these feelings

i wish i could yell

i wish i could cry

i wish i could say

all the things i feel inside

i wish you were here

to calm my fears

i wish you were here

just to hold me near



i wish i wouldn't dream

of painful thoughts

i wish i wouldn't wake up

streaming hot tears

i wish i wouldn't think

the way i do

i wish all my thoughts

would disappear

hide away

just go away

these crazy screams

won't leave me alone

i am weak

this i know



you make me strong

but now you're gone

i crawl back

to used to be

i turn around

no one's there

i turn around

i'm all alone

why do i feel

the way i do

i don't understand

just go away

hide these feelings

don't come out

hide these feelings

behind plastic smiles..

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