i wish i could yell
i wish i could cry
i wish i could say
all the things i feel inside
i wish you were here
to calm my fears
i wish you were here
just to hold me near
i wish i wouldn't dream
of painful thoughts
i wish i wouldn't wake up
streaming hot tears
i wish i wouldn't think
the way i do
i wish all my thoughts
would disappear
hide away
just go away
these crazy screams
won't leave me alone
i am weak
this i know
you make me strong
but now you're gone
i crawl back
to used to be
i turn around
no one's there
i turn around
i'm all alone
why do i feel
the way i do
i don't understand
just go away
hide these feelings
don't come out
hide these feelings
behind plastic smiles..