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the names ryan
and I hate my life
I tried to kill myself
with a daggered knife
as i stood there
in shadowy shady dark blue
not knowing
what else to do
I stabbed myself
yes
but not far in
I stabbed myself
because my life’s a sin
I was confused
lonely and depressed
no longer could I suppress
the inner demon that hides inside
that wouldn’t give a shit
if I died
I was in my room
thinking what to do
life
no longer glad
to return deadly gothic
would make friends mad
to remain with the dead
would they be sad?
I wish
I wish upon a star
that things would be all right
and never again get this far