watching all the doors open / to see them close in my face
seeing it all come together / just to witness it fall apart
having everything i ever wanted / just for it to be taken away
everything was in my reach / now it’s miles away and forgotten
i’m too far below it / now you can never reach me
i’ve dug myself deep / now you can’t even see me
sealed inside this mask / the real me was a decoy
now i wish i could hide / yet i’m drawn to the open
you are what they say you are / don’t lie to yourself
i’m enclosed in this skin / now there’s no escape
in these deepest depths / i wish i was above it like you
just another statistic / just a slave
never one of you / dig another grave
this vision of you / can’t escape my head
this vision of life / couldn’t be more dead
and i’ll never forget / you’ll never bring me back
without you there’s nothing / but you don’t feel the same
when you’re not there / i can’t bear the darkness
without you inside / everything is empty
staring at the reflection / trying to find my way inside
how i wish i was there right now / to escape all the left behinds
i need someone to carry me away / to bring me out of this
nobody reaches out a hand / and all of mine won’t go far enough
they’ve already left me / now it’s my time to leave them
there’s only a few flowers in the dirt / i can’t let them go
how i wish i would’ve known you sooner / you wish you would’ve known me later
but it seems so hard to let go / so i keep hanging on
as sealed as i am / i’ll let some of the light in
as dead as i am / i’ll let some of the life in
i know you’ll never understand / that i just need someone there
someone to pull me up / when i start to sink
and someone to open the door / when i close myself in