I regret not knowing you
thinking you will always be around.
I did not even know, your dream
was to see the showgirls
Las Vegas offered.
I regret the time you spent Christmas
alone in New York,sending me a picture
all bundled up and cold.
The fiestas in your hometown are always
fun and hilarious, you're always inviting
but I seldom attend.
A beautiful house on the hill,stands there
and we promise we will spend the rest of our
lives watching the moon light from our balcony,
but only to see a tenant lives there,happy and gay.
I retrospect, regret, and always wish
that I could have done better, otherwise or still.
But in retrospecting, I believe I have done it well
cuz I was always around when the going was tough,
when the kids had a bad day and you were grouchy
and bad,I stood by your side, in your weakness
and sorrows,always around to check if you took all
your pills.So why am I writing this prose or this poem?
Oh! now I know,it's raining outside
and the wind is cold, and I wish I could bundle up
and cry, cuz I guess, I am missing you to death!
I guess I am missing you to death
In retrospect we all look back..I do too, and wish with my
whole heart I would have done something differently...
I am missing him to death too...heather