who am i kidding

not a day passes that i don't think about you

even my nights are filled with the thoughts of you

when i am driving, i see your face on the rear view mirror

i even stopped and tried to say hello



but who am i kidding, there is no more you

why am i seeing your silhouette and your shadow

even the way you smile, was just the way i remember

but who am i kidding,even my sunlights have lost it's amber



life will go on, and i shall be existing

sometimes it stings, but then i will always be sharing

this thoughts and poems that i am writing

cuz where ever you are, who knows, you just might be reading

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phil_carcione's picture

Keep writing......I'm sure he reads what you spill.

Ruth Lovejoy's picture

this piece is so heartbreaking. Sounds like either a relationship broke up or someone passed on that is missed. Either way it's very heart rendering..