look behind you, and the shadows start to fade
awaiting the next chapter, do you want to trade
all this life has given you, for nothing more
say the average time i spend, is such a bore
can't see clearly where i have been
don't know if i should be shoutin'
i'm alive i'm ok, i made it to this day
where else should i be, nothing sends me away
everything, all those substances can remember me
i'm intact, and infact, i'll tell you one more time
don't forget where your going to
don't forget where you've been
look behind you, and its a shade of gray
nothing reminds you, the pain of the day
pack up your bags, and walk out the front door
i don't know what i'm searching for
but i can't take it anymore
life of fear, hate, and enraged
i'm sick of being estranged
help me save me won't you deliberate me
can't say i thank you anyway
help me save me anyday
don't know where i'm going to
in heaven and i know i wanted to
put this in your nose
let reality come to a close
say no to nightmares
can't wait until i'm not scared.
so here i'll fall asleep
and pray that i wake up
in my own dream