I'm so derpessed yet again-
The pain rendering ever so fast;
I'm completely torn-I'm bleeding-
The depression yet is still lingering;
Holding back will happen never again-
Want to take more painkillers-
Yet again I took too many
To deal with my pain earlier today-
I wanna cut, wanna let out-
I wanna release the but can't.
Why do you trigger me so?
You let my pain come down in sheets of tears.
I wanna move wanna move away-
So you can't hurt me ever again.
My felings continue to remain-
So I don't do anything-
I let them in, let them in.
I'm all alone without any comfort-
Why don't you get it?
This pain goes to my heart-
Yet I wonder why I still live-
Live through this pain;
Live through this hurt.
You don't give a crap-
Why not just let me bleed?
I wanna escape, wanna run away-
Someone out there truely does care.
Maybe they'll come
And take me away
From this hurt that's inside me.
Life hurts so bad right now.