How much I've wanted
Just to tell you-
How much I feel about you;
How much I care about you.
I've been crying every night-
Crying to you because I love you.
I miss you and everything good
We had between us.
Although we were really good best friends,
I wish that we could've been more-
That is why I cry to you.
It's difficult for me to not feel
The way I've been feeling of late-
I long for you to be something
That pro'lly was never meant to be.
You were more than just a "crush"-
You were there for me
In the worst of times-
Always making sure I'd be okey
After hearing me out with my issues.
You stood by my side when
Others would ignore or mock me
For who the hell I am.
You helped me smile during
Of worst of bad times-
Especially after a bad night
At home with mum the previous
Night before.
When I think about the "us"
We could've been-
I think about how many times
I was so close to telling you
About my feelings for you.
We share a lot in common-
Video games, music, even Anime-
We share a lot.
You're all I ever think about-
I can't help but to think
WThat we won't be anything more.
You know of my biggest secrets-
From the ninja thing
To which Anime guy I"m crushing on.
But I never mind-
That's because it's you-
You who I see looking at me.
Gomen nasai that I've never
Told you that I have feelings for you.
I remember my birthday-
Don't you?
We went for pizza and a movie.
'Member which one?
We saw "Over The Hedge"-
And in the middle-
You made me smile-smirk
Because you same something funny.
I remember it was
Just the two of us in that row-
Me beside you-
And the whole time I was blushing
And my heart was leaping-
Because I knew that
We were inseparable.
Were you feeling this, too?
Well I sensed some sort
Of fluttering going on within you.
I remember the day of the carnival-
Don't you?
I remember it quite well.
We rode a lot of rides together-
Do you remember?
We had so much fun that day-
Just because I was spending it with you.
I was blushing the whole day-
And my heart was going bonkers-
Just 'cause we were together.
Then every summer morning,
You walked me inside for my class.
Until the day my classes were over,
I swore we were the only ones
Living on this earth.
Do you remember?
And every night now-
For tradition's sake-
I cry to you.
...I love you...