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Depression I feel that I'm going back into relapse-
Why could life be so cruel towards me?
Relapse isn't what I wanted;
I had been feeling much better-
That is, until relapse came rushing back
To claim my soul again;
The voices are gone and
The visions have lessened.
But relapse has tormented me;
I remain positive to this-
And because of my strong ability,
I don't fall victim to suicidal behaviour.
No matter how many triggers
Relapse will thow at me-
I will remain true to my word
And be positive instead of negative.
I might have some suicidal thoughts,
But truth be told my suicidal behaviour
Has stopped for the sake
Of the healing goddess of Goths and Wiccans.
My pure Wiccan strength and Goth beliefs
Have helped me pull through the negative,
And helped me make it to the positive;
Healing is what the goddess did to me.
The goddess had healed me of
All the negative energy I once had
And then helped me turn it to positive energy
So I could feel more better than worse.
While healing I had no idea
That relapse would come again
To torment my soul and drench
Me within dark pools of water.
Relapse might have taken
My soul once before,
But now I am stronger
And hold on to what I have left-
I will pull myself away from
Negative thoughts and continue
Living life as if nothing
Had ever happened to me.
