I am falling-
Never stopping-
Into a
Black hole
Of Darkness-
And I cannot stop.
I am falling
Off my
Acess
Into this
Dark pit
Of bad things
That
Take over
My life:
Anger;
Jealousy;
Exhaustion;
A lost love-
When will
I get out
Of this
Black hole of Darkness?
There are things
That keep
Me from staying
On my
Acess-
Also known as
Asteroids.
The asteroids
That are
Hitting me
Off my acess
Are:
Pain;
Hurt;
Lonliness;
Bad thoughts;
Hopelessness;
Bad dreams-
They are hitting
Me,
Non-stop
Off my
Acess.
Will they
Please
Knock it off?
There are things
That make me
Feel secure
And in
A
Secure life-
Also known as a
Haven or a
Safe place to live.
My safe Haven is:
Happiness;
No pain;
No hurt;
Life without
Shootings
And guns-
That's my
Sort of
Safe place
To live in.
I'm never getting there-
Will I ever
Get there?
Someday.
Right now,
I am in the Black hole
Of Darkness-
Trying to unstick myself
From the goop
That is
Stuck to me.
I will get out someday-
And soon.