The Black Hole of Darkness

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Depression

I am falling-

Never stopping-

Into a

Black hole

Of Darkness-

And I cannot stop.

I am falling

Off my

Acess

Into this

Dark pit

Of bad things

That

Take over

My life:

Anger;

Jealousy;

Exhaustion;

A lost love-

When will

I get out

Of this

Black hole of Darkness?



There are things

That keep

Me from staying

On my

Acess-

Also known as

Asteroids.

The asteroids

That are

Hitting me

Off my acess

Are:

Pain;

Hurt;

Lonliness;

Bad thoughts;

Hopelessness;

Bad dreams-

They are hitting

Me,

Non-stop

Off my

Acess.

Will they

Please

Knock it off?



There are things

That make me

Feel secure

And in

A

Secure life-

Also known as a

Haven or a

Safe place to live.

My safe Haven is:

Happiness;

No pain;

No hurt;

Life without

Shootings

And guns-

That's my

Sort of

Safe place

To live in.

I'm never getting there-

Will I ever

Get there?

Someday.



Right now,

I am in the Black hole

Of Darkness-

Trying to unstick myself

From the goop

That is

Stuck to me.

I will get out someday-

And soon.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this one time when I was so depressed that I felt I was in the great big Black Hole of Darkness, and couldn't get out.

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