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Feeling like hell, taking every blow

One by one I take the blow-

I could care less as I know you don't care.

All the problems you've caused me,

All the hell you've posessed with.

You say snide stuff about me,

You laugh at me and continue

With making fun of me and calling

Me names other than my own.

You're tricking me into feeling very worthless-

Worthless because I know you don't care.

Saying I did stuff to you,

When I didn't; every blow you throw

Is every inch closer to me

Being triggered to cut and self harm.

I feel as if I'm not wanted,

As if I'm a total screwe up.

I feel like I don't really belong-

Don't feel I have a place in life;

Every blow I take, every day I

Have to endure your crap.

I cut,

I bleed,

I don't care,

I bleed,

I'm in pain,

I cut,

And I bleed some more.