I went 2 the dentist today
I know that means nothing 2 most
but 2 me it means that I am
coming 2 terms w/ being really solo
I needed my wisdom teeth pulled
last year
but did not go b/cuz I had no one
2 take care of me after the surgery
pobrecita
so I postponed this
then
U came into my life
so, I decided that I
wanted 2 b the best
me that I could be
so I made the appointment
we were so happy
I told U now I can
get my wisdom teeth pulled
whew-I sighed
so relieved cuz U said
that U got me
but then things changed,so
my appointment changed
my teeth hurt
U were so sweet
things turned so rotten
time has passed & now I have cavaties
cavaties that hurt
and not only in my teeth
Well, I decided that
I LOVE ME even without U
AND
ALTHOUGH I WOULD
LOVE 4 U 2 B
waiting in the lobby
and witness me
in my most dependent
state of being
cheeks w/cotton resembling chipmunks
slurring my words
possible drool seeping from
the corners of my mouth
lips crooked while attempting 2 speak
anesthesia giggly high
walking like a late night
early AM New York drunk
stumbling into your arms
laughing
as U smile away my foolishness and pain
U were gonna take care
of me
I was starting to
in all my independence
depend on U
Reality
is what it is
my love is true
therefore my heart still pains
lumps clog my throat
w/reminiscent remembering
as I was given
and readily accepted w/unbelievability
my wisdom teeth removal date
a date w/Dr. Avram
and his Joy-ful staff
on February 14th
how ironic
how real
how wise of me 2 finally follow through
without U
with pain
on a day reserved
for love
On a
day
reserved
4
LOVE
aww girll...i know what u mean about this. But I am proud of you! Feb 14th bLOWS!! lol esp now w/my current situation..and esp cuz its the day after my bday ;-( but itll be ok...
like the comparison u used in this poem.very clevah my dear!;-)