I'M NOT CINDA F'N RELLA !

Eventually my friend

I will 4 get your name

forget the magic carpet that

floated U in

from whence U came

NEVER ever land

never EVER man

was I gonna EVER

love so hard

again

again

U masked yourself well

my intentions were clear

with U in my life

I finally thought

I had nothing 2 fear

but

there are always buts

but U blame me the cause

so suffer

I 2 must

the effects everlasting

yet

I can only buy that

4 so long cuz u'r tears

were unseen & made from

stone, no water, not wet

which leads me 2 believe

U were invisible

long termed calloused

by past tense experience

so temporary your thirst & insatiability

excuses, excuses, & more

tall tales which always

derive from the active imagination

the triple f fantasy

the perfection portrayed dream

the undetected illusion

u were just my

disillusioned illusion

my mind is now clear

my heart again jaded

the love it stores however

has not and will never

be faded

eventually is now

your name nearly the product

of an amnesia induced period

however

I have branded u into

my subconscious

it's 12 0'clock

the pumpkin chariot awaits

I must move on

fuck that glass slipper

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Written 2/8/04

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