couldnt't sleep last night
thoughts abound
I have however realized
that the situation
became less ambiguous
U C
I know who I am
insecurities and all
I may even stretch 2 say
that I am a wee bit needy
needy for only two things
true love & companionship
but U
know that
I've watched
from afar
and constantly rewind
all that was
I C it
your needy ness
your lying mess
all of that just masking
the reality
U R needy
U have 2 many ?'s
that even U aren't willing
2 answer
w/o all of this
(hands mock confusion)
sketchin' and paintin'
pictures
Romare
that doesn't make U real
that makes U a facade
put out what it is
U R about
and not
what U want
others
2 infer
scared
say U scared
hungry
say U hungry
finished
say U finished
at least then
I could've
kept U safe
"it's ok baby"
fed U more food
from my soul
"tasty isn't it? U full baby?"
and
pat U on U'r ass
as U walk out on me
"U done baby???"
"Bye bye baby"
I already got kids
I loved the ending. sad but SOO true!!