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QUESTIONS RUN WILD
My life is filled
with so many understandable reasons
as 2 Y I should not
TRUST
I ask many
silent questions
they require
no answers
apparently
I'm 2 afraid
2 really
HEAR
Did U hear the phone ring
or
Did U look at the phone
and decide when U saw my name
not 2 answer?
or
Did U press no and
send me directly 2
voice mail?
Did I hear U say U would call later and U didn't?
I thought that's what U said...
or maybe my ears were clogged
again
I have many
silent questions
that require no answer
maybe I am too scared 2
C
Did U C me when I drove by U the other day
and just 4 get 2 beep?
or
Did U 4 get 2 come over like
U said U would?
or
Did I misunderstand I'LL be over later?
I thought that's what I heard
or maybe, just maybe
I misunderstood
U C at this very moment
my mind has taken full control
and the questions are
running amuck
amuck they go
Where were U?
Is this monogamous?
Did you 4 get 2 call?
Are U sleeping?
Is there someone else?
What did I do?
What is wrong with me?
WHY?
How come U aren't returning my calls?
How come U are pulling away from me?
WHY do I give my all?
Is this the truth?
Should I ask?
Is that just an excuse 2 get out of this?
Was this all a lie?
When will I stop hurting?
What exactly does that mean?
Am I your girl?
How long will I be waiting?
Will U let me know?
Do I matter that much?
Is he thinking about me?
Are his thoughts running wild like mine?
Can I trust this?
What does this mean?
What does that mean?
What do U mean?
I mean how long must U(yeah U) endure all these foolish questions?
Is it not enough already?
What should be the real Question?
Will I be me enough 2 sit with the answer to it?
No matter what the answer 2 all these questions are,do I love myself enough that I will be able 2 live my life with or without you?
do
I
trust
in
me
cuz
no matter what
I
always
seem
2
find it in me
2 blindly continue
2
trust
all
