look what you've done to me
you've stabbed my heart with your arrogance,
pride, and greed,
and slowly turned the blade with your negligence.
did you ever really know me?
did you know i'd give up the world for you?
did you know i'd drop everything
in a dime
to make you the happiest man alive?
so explain to me why...
im contemplating
silent mental suicide
why...
everything around me
reminds me of you
why...
everyone around me
hasn't got a clue
about the part of me that dies inside
each moment that passes by
for the thought that i let you go...
that i lost you long ago...
this deep pain in my soul
will go on unnoticed -
and you'll never know.