Do you cause the good or the bad?
Are you responsible for what makes me happy or sad?
I can't help but look up, tilt my head back,
And wonder if you cause me pain just to keep my life on track.
Now I'm not doubting you're there,
...ok, maybe I am,
But you have to understand,
I just think your methods are a little unfair.
After ten years of looking for redemption,
I guess I haven't done enough to catch your attention.
Or are you blind in the eye that looks above me?
Because I'm not sure if you can see,
But I kinda need a break here,
I need someone to steer me in the clear.
And if you're not willing to hear,
... Then the day I die, god will know fear.
-The Despair
Faith
You have the choice, believe in yourself then. God is not human and does not watch as the literature says, he is not a He, anthropomorphized in man's image. I tend to think of God as a female principle/principal? (i always get those confused). Wait for a sign all your life, none will appear. Don't look and signs will appear everywhere...It takes a lifetime...be well - Lady A