What happened
In the past?
I seem not
To remember
Ever since a
Few years ago
But now I
Have flashbacks
And some memories
Of the past
And sometimes
In my dreams
Flashes of my
Near future
I cannot grow
Any older, for
If I do I fear
I will…lose
Myself to
The adults
And yet my
Body and life
Keep changing
Growing as
My mind and
Heart try to
Stay young
And childish
So far it
Has worked
But wont last
Long, these are
My wants, and
I let you
Read of them