Lost
What else can I say
I’m lost
I’m alone
Lost, alone, and afraid
Yet here I am surrounded by hundreds of people
None of which can hear the screaming taking place inside my head
I’ve opened my mouth and yelled
Yelled the loudest I possibly could
Yelled so loud my body trembled
Yet nothing came out
No sound at all
That was the scariest part so far
I keep calling and calling for you
But I’m probably not making a sound either
I don’t want to die in my own hands
I’m afraid of what may happen
I am afraid of dying
But I’m also afraid of living