Lost in memories of my past
They keep coming back
Haunting my every thought
The pain grows and starts to stack
Leave me alone
My head screams
That's what it wants me to do
So the pain keeps coming in a steady stream
How to shut the opening
That is letting the torture in
Its been so long I forgot
There’s not longer a way for me to win
I opened the gate to my failure
I allowed this to happen to me
There’s no other reason
That I’m able to see
It took over my body
My heart and my mind
Gone for eternity
I had to cross the line