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a drug to forget
a drug to remember
somethings change
sometimes I surrender
sometimes I dont know better

well I learned a lot
it was things I have said
that brought me pain and drove me insane
things wont start all over again
i know the difference between bad and worse

held you tight
as you were crying in my arms
saying the only mistake
was you pushed me away
well you said you were
all alone when you said you were better that way

I only coped becuase I had to to push on
you slept and wept in bed over a loss
Its not a game but I won
The drug of choice changed
i managed my expressions and intentions
as you struggled to keep a level head

Im not one to promote such things
but the mushrooms helped me through the pain
kept me level as you drove yourself insane
its recreation it is what it is
and I was able to let you go
it plays a roll in my life
a good one for I am back in school
working full time and not really battling anything
this is stability and philosybene had made this possible
for the meantime non addictive and super psychosis responsive

I see the world change as I set my goals before my eyes
I achieve them with enough time to sit and recollect my thoughts
on how being level in such a mess was even possible
For now im doing nothing wrong

I chased the lights and
they spoke back
They said everything will be ok for the meantime
work and be strong for in a week everything you know will turn upside down.
life will get busy and you wont be a stranger to love and happiness
its all about to turn into another period of bliss