I am an observer
I see what everybody feels,
Try to feel what everybody see's
just to feel a bit closure to somethings I wont understand.
I can read their language written on their faces.
Yet I can see there life tearing them apart.
destroying everything They made together.
I observed these things I seem to call it my family.
Crazy people with low self esteem.
makes me believe that they gave up on life.
and are ok with suffering
or are just addicted to the selfless addiction of destruction
ruining the relationships of what we crested. Its a fault.
that seems to send waves of violent hostility to neighboring emotions.
Yeah it infections the motions of life in general.
especially mine, I don't feel pain in my heart ever when I prolly should.
Something about observing the delicate emotions of people
made me care all to much till it fell from my body
and I lot it somewhere along the way of this road.
I am an observer looking into everyone but myself
to try and run from my own situations for I guess they don't seem to matter.