Breathe me, Finish Me

staring at the wall,
no one to call
isolation has found me again,
i dont want to feel,
make me numb
make me numb
its to hard to swollow
that i am alone
so ill swollow anything to make me forget
i am in desperate need of attention
in any way, my walls do not talk
and when they do its never uplifing
where do i drown my thoughts
where do i wash away my past.
i am movin again, i am to start over again.
someone stop me.
someone save me from my self
i am all that i have left
and i listen to no reason,
i am broken
yet i belive i am happy
but when i am alone
i break, a dangerous break
a self inflicted hate
i dont want to feel
to hard to swollow
give me any pill to swollow
yet i refuse help
i will end up dead again
its just a matter of time
this is a waste of time
no one is listining
no one is watching
and i am stuck interacting with my walls
they dont talk no matter how much i would like them too
you cant love me
i move to much
and too often i never come back
kill me. please. i dont want my blood on my hands
anger is devouring me.
is this what crazy looks like?
i am not deppressed.
i just hate alone.
i cant handle no purpose.
let me work
let me love
just save me from these walls
someone pull me out.
i am waiting.,
dont let me fall again
i am sick of arguing with myself
for the other me always wins
finish me.

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A metaphorical

Reach in grab you and pull you out, nothing else I can do. You wont listen. You won't make that choice to feel later and do more now, so I reach n and grab you out up high into the sun so the sunlight hits your face and lights a clearer view and squeeze you to death with hugs so warm with care that it will finishes. Metaphorical hugs SS great fricken poem I loved it even though it was a little hard to swallow, very affective, I'm gushing see! ;)


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