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exactly one year ago i was borderline homeless, a couch hopper.
spending each day getting fucked up and black out drunk
serving no true purpose but my self destructive path to find happiness in the bottom of a bottle.
well a year has past and a lot has changed since then yet a lot hasn't,
i still serve no purpose, but i am pursuing happiness with just another temporary fix in just anther temporary location.
i cant say i learned much. because i am still making the same mistakes i made a year ago
i spent the end of this year sitting in my room spending the holidays like a recluse
thinking about all the shit i did wrong this past year.
deciding on witch life is better. weighing the pros and the cons of my bad decisions and what they have brought me
. i am still in the same crashing plane. i just changed my seat.
I had great expectations of what i should have become,
but i have destroyed my path to ever achieving it and every goal since has been just trampled on
due to the lack of will to confront present problems.

well I drink to the end of misery.
i drink to the end of my mistakes.
i drink to the end of 2011.
most of all...I drink for all the wrong reasons.