falling from grace
you seem to take an angels place
pulling me from the emptyness which i call myself.
but could i call you just one last time?
theres not much to say other than...forget it im fine.
the certanty i seek in your voice.
im almost desperate for you to give me a choice
or maybe just a chance.
so seldomly do i feel safe to lay my head.
and this time i swear to god this feeling is differant.
..for what its worth
take my hand or maybe my heart
for ive felt connected from the start.
but never do these feelings become mutaual.
so ill keep dreaming of a life i wish to live
one man's dreams can only destroy so much.right?
please tell me im wrong.
for i am dying to know what your thinking.
but i can only get so much from what your not speaking.
if your affraid im affraid.
affraid with confidence for we are almost possible
but then agian anything is possiiblel
so whats so special?
who am i to you? who am i to me.
all these questions unanswerd.
which so strongly distrupt the flow of things.
As dazed as I am a simple kiss could kill me.
and it simply has.
Cold hearted as i wish I was the one who wasnt lonely
which in the end seems to just eat at me and destroy me.
if only i could control you.
but i wouldnt keep you captive.
I promise id show you everything that one needs to see
or have you hear everything one is to speak.
but your intrestes change evrey week.
descions which i could make for you.
but what am i to do.
lovelust or maybe just lust.
yet i have so many things id like to show you.
left in the dark for so long ive become worthless
or as it seems.
honestly i cant kill what isnt real
so when will these illusions of trust come to an end.
yet with you everything is making perfect sense.
yet ive seem to be absent mineded and lacking logic
ive dreamed so much. ive wished so much.
theres a sensible heart behind that hardened shell of yours
ive love to be the one to crack it
for i feel the same.
who knew you were a rescuer
for i have fell victem to this life's trials.
who knew you would be the one to save a life
yet could you save it agian and agian?
for you have also done.
they say love is nothing but a four letter lie.
then let me lie to your face everyday for the rest of my life.
we both are running.
god knows from what.
but let us run together
we could run just for the sake of motion.
for wherever you are id love to be.
so if it isnt to late to call
id just like to say i miss you dearly.
please kiss me one last time