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Everything was perfect nothing was out of place.
I had dreams of family dinners along with saying grace.
You erased all the saddness that once sat apon my face.
We touched each others hearts, you was my one and only ace.
We gave each other hope in the most peculiar ways.
There was never doubt, no thoughts of turning back.
Two months shy of a year and still my things remain packed.
We both promised throught thick and thin.
But one day that promise grew very thin.
What all seemed so real had just become a dream.
When it was not ok for me to do somewhat the same as you did.
I have a big heart, i'd never leave anyone near death alone and in pain.
Had i been there with you then i would have done for you the same.
I have'nt changed i'm still the same as when we met.
I'd give the shirt off of my back even for my enemies.
Because inside i care too much and have too much understanding.
I did'nt complain when she was always around..
When you went 4 wheelin in the mud and wrestled on the ground.
I trusted you enough to not think you was foolin around.
I ignored what others said or any warnings i recieved.
Yet when it was your turn, you let it go deep and let your mind bleed.
You fed into the bullshit that was served unto you.
You doubted me and ran to someone else but it's ok...
I'm not scared to lose.
Because the more that i think about it and how everything became "soon, baby soon".
I realised there was never a ring, never a trip home.
Never any trust, i was simply strung along.
It all belonged to someone else the whole time.
You my love.. was never really mine.
I awoke this morning to harsh reality.
I now know that is was only a dream.
I learned quite a bit from this dream i must admit.
Never spill your past, or admit your love to quick.
Because when you least expect it, it will all be quickly gone.
And there you will once again lay alone at night holding on to dreams that were never really there.
Still sad, still empty as you ponder your future while twirling your fingers in your hair.
So here i am the same as yesterday...
Doing for others in what i feel is the right way.
While being hated for my kind hearted ways.
What was always a dream will be a dream for the rest of my life... every single day.