Pointless

Well, I guess I dont really know
what it's like to believe in someone else
and I guess this just goes to show
that I've always ended up by myself

The fear of being all alone
breaks right into my skin and conquers me
I'm waiting for my time to come
but until that day I'll never believe

 

It's pointless for me to keep trying
It's useless for me to keep hiding
cause it's me that needs to start moving
on with my life that I need to start living
(Chorus)

 

I keep things bottled inside me
and dont open them up to anyone
until my world falls down on me
and then it becomes known to everyone

I push acceptance far from me
but I can blindly sense it crawling back
and everything that's torn from me
I gently feel it scarring up my back

 

-Chorus-

 

And I'll never be
I'll never believe in me
I'll never be
I will never believe

 

-Chorus-(2x)

Author's Notes/Comments: 

just a song i wrote about me. probably going thru some stuff at the time. 9/21/03

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