I can’t love to love.
It hurts, it hurts so bad.
I can't feel it.
Love
Is empty,
I can't love someone.
Because….
Love is awful.
I never felt it before.
What does it feel like?
What is unconditional love?
Is there such a thing?
I don't believe in such a make believe thing.
I can't love to love.
Is there a reason to love?
Do I have to feel it? Will I feel it? Do I want to feel it?
I hurt.
I can't love because….
I don't hate you, nor do I love you.
I want you to hate me so I don't feel bad for not loving you.
I care.
Its an enormous amount of stress not being able to love the people around you.
I cant, and Im sorry.
I can't love you because I can't love myself.
BY: Marisa Chau