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I am a female and yet I'm not.

Yes I have the body of a woman and dress as girl.

Yes, I like to wear skirts, dresses, do my hair, get my nails done, I like cute things, I like to be told I'm beautiful, I like men.

But…

Yet I'm not female,

I'm gross, awkward, weird, perverted, and have a bad personality.

I don't like to cross my legs when I sit, it feels wrong.

I like clothes two sizes to big.

I don't like being around too many girls it feels suffocating , I rather be around boys.

I get along with guys better than girls.

I like wearing men's clothing including shoes.

I have a foul mouth.

I'm hot-headed.

I like scary things, even if it scares me.

I like insects.

I pick my nose in public.

I'm honest when I fart.

And I announce it when I have to take a dump.

And last but not least I like women .

I can't commit to anyone when I comes to romantic relationships. I can like someone, but I know I can't be or give them 100% of me. Because I'm not at my 100% yet. And I don't know when I will be...

I'm not transgender, I like being a girl; I know I'm a girl, but I'm not.

I don't know who I am and what I feel.

BY: Marisa Chau